everchanging view

i say this to myself constantly:  'do you really think anyone gives a rat's arse what you have to say about anything?  who died and made you an expert in any category of life?'
truth is, i'm not, not at all.   but i have a story to tell.  and i want to tell it.  and it's not always pretty.    i screw up a lot.

still i'm on a journey.  the scenery is constantly changing and as i walk this road that's my life,  i discover things.  about myself.  about my people.  about me.  about life in general.  about moi.
for everything i experience, walk through, deal with, live through, the lessons are mostly about me, for me.  after all who else can i really change but me?
and sometimes even that is questionable.

i want my life to inspire, not in some lofty 'i'm better than you, more perfect than you, have my sh%t more together than you,' but in an honest, lessons learned kinda way.  these are the stories i'll tell in my writing.  and if you feel like i'm reverting to the 'look at how pretty my life is and what i cool things i can do,' then you should stop reading and call shenanigans.  (shout out to my mollycule)

hope if you are here that you will find something that resonates with you as i work out my life and share the view.